It's been 2 1/2 weeks since my IVF procedure. Things have been good. A little spotting and cramping. But I woke up today with a feeling I was going to start my period and when I saw some bleeding (more than before) I started to freak out a bit. My husband is out of town this week and our car stopped working yesterday. I'm stuck at home alone worrying like crazy! I told myself just to be calm and wait. I've heard all the stories of people bleeding and everything is fine. I also know that at this stage in pregnancy there's nothing to be done if you are miscarrying. I had to call though. They said I could go in for another hCG level. My dear friend Jody drove me to the clinic with her 3 boys in tow. I wish my husband was home!
The test is done and they'll call tonight or tomorrow with the results.
I guess this is a glimpse at how it might be for the rest of my life as I daily worry about the well being of my children. All I know to do is pray and be comforted in that. Worrying will not add one day to my life or the life of my babies.
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